Happy New Year – 2013

Today we went to Southerndown for a picnic. As it was too cold and windy to eat outside, we ate in the car. It was a bit awkward, especially feeding Asa, but it was an adventure! After our picnic, we thought we would move the car nearer to the beach, but it wouldn’t start. Some kind people helped up push it and Jon got it going again. Afraid that it wouldn’t start again, we decided to keep the car running and one of us stay in the car with Asa (it was freezing!) while the other took Emelia on the beach. Jon went out first and then we swapped. The sun was setting as we were walking on the beach. Sunsets and beaches are made for each other, like jelly and ice cream, hands and gloves, salt and vinegar – like Jon and I, and our two children. We just all go together.

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Today has been a lovely day, just the four of us spending quality time together, eating and laughing together and making memories… A great way to start the year! The rest of January will be busy – Asa has ten appointments, some of which are the new ‘Speak and Learn’ communication / speech therapy group for children with Down’s syndrome starting in a couple of weeks. Other appointments include ENT (Ear, Nose and Throat specialist) for Asa’s stridor, audiology review (MAP – multi-agency planning), Portage (psychology / child development service), Community Paediatrician, and physiotherapy to name a few!

We are looking forward to seeing what God will bring in 2013. We are feeling positive about the future – we’ve definitely ‘turned the corner’ and life is a lot less scary (for now!). We are counting our blessings and praising God for his goodness and faithfulness this far, and which we know will continue always.

Happy New Year, friends!

The Knowledge, Presence and Creation of God

Psalm 139 is one of my favourite Psalms. The author, David, writes about the awesome knowledge of God. Not just a worldwide knowledge of everything, but an intimate knowledge of us, His people. It’s an intimate knowledge of us because He is the very One who created us, all of us. We would not be here were it not for the author of life creating us and breathing life in to our being.

David also talks about the awesome presence of God. There is nowhere we can go that God can’t find us, or reach us. Even if we hide under the bed covers in the dark, God knows exactly where we are. I find this fact comforting. That there is always someone who knows where I am; that I’m never lost even when I may feel lost; that my Creator God cares enough to concern Himself with where I am. For a person who doesn’t know and love God, that could be a rather scary thought… That God knows everything about you and where you are at all times!

David also talks about the awesome creation of God. Human beings were the last of creation to be made (see Genesis!). It’s as though we’re the masterpiece of creation, the grand finale perhaps! No single person is ever created by accident. Children who are ‘unplanned’ or ‘surprises’ are planned and created by God. Children who are abandoned at birth or in childhood are wanted and created by God. Those who have a bad experience of an earthy mum or dad were wanted and created by God. Children with disabilities are wanted and created by God too. As I’ve stated many times before in these posts, no one is EVER a ‘mistake’ – how I hate that word in this context. Our two beautiful children, one is developing in a typical manner, the other has Down’s syndrome and will develop perhaps a little slower than his peers, are both created, planned and wanted by us, but ultimately by God. Isn’t that a comfort? It’s almost like they’re on loan from God for us to look after… Children are a blessing.

Sometimes when I’m feeling down, this is one of the Psalms I might read to put things in perspective! The reason I am sharing it today is that I saw a beautiful photo on Facebook… It makes me tear up every time I see it and think about what it actually means. All life is precious. ALL LIFE.
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Psalm 139 (NIV)

1 You have searched me, Lord,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, Lord, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.

17 How precious to me are your thoughts,[a] God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.

If only you, God, would slay the wicked!
Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, Lord,
and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.